jitters

the first day jitters

are behind us (me)

one of my worse fears

had come true

it's almost like I put it out "into the universe"

and it happened

a child had put their hands on my Al

he couldn't recall all the details

(I don't really want to get into any specifics)

the very first day

I had to email his teacher

 feeling better

but a lot of tears*

just from me
(*hidden)

can't I just keep him home

with me

FOREVER