sewing

Oh, spring I have made a dress

in your honour

won't you join us soon

cont. goodness

I am a huge believer in the bigger picture

divine forces and the greater goodness

I was feeling a bit clouded in my mind's eye

and with my judgement impaired

I felt awful

Now

my balance has shifted

one foot to another

all is right as rain

Everything is as it should be

clear and beautiful

enjoying my moments

sunshine

still feeling the sunshine even if i haven't seen it
having warmth
in 28 degrees
where are you
longer days

vent

Doing a few things inst of talking/obsessing over them

I joined a gym...I've been talking about it for a YEAR.

Taking "real time" for myself....and not counting work as that time.

STOP allowing my inner dialog to make me feel crappy about myself...bad mom, wife, friend.

Guilt...not doing it anymore...I am not going to feel bad b/c someone else wants me to nor am I going to allow myself to beat me up.

Perfection...it cannot be achieved and that is fine.

Appreciate each and every day with mediation.

I think this vent is a result of the dark Michigan winter, the hoildaze aftermath, and the worst premenstrual syndrome ever.

Already feeling much better

Thank god for my most amazing friend

model

bragging

every mother brags

however

my daughter is going to be a star

(i should push her until the resentment builds into her adulthood)

Nah...but she too cute

prices

When did the price of ice cream go sky high?

Yes, coldstone creamery is super expensive

However, the local Mom&Pop shop

cost me 18$ for two desserts

Really...20$

Also...fast food are you kidding me

when I spend 24$ at Arby's

that's insane

(could only find a pic of My eating broccoli)

Christmas 09