coat

got myself a little something, something

since i spent 7months out of the year in a coat

decided to splurge

overstock -went with the green

101$

baby-bate

My Baby Debate

(my internal/external struggles)

"A boy and a girl...what more could you want?"

I could want a larger family, five according to my husband. However, two and whatever the third might be (perhaps we will get lucky and have a duckbilled platypus) will have to do.
"Where will you put a third baby?"

We will have to build an HUGE addition on our house. God only knows, that no child or duckbilled platypus of mine should EVER have to share a room with their sibling.

"The dreaded middle child syndrome...one will always be left out."

Left out of what?...Barbies, if that's the case Al would rather be left alone with his trucks. Plus, what child doesn't feel left out at some point with or without siblings. Blame life for that...not your sister.

"Three kids? Now, you are showing off."

If you are thinking of having a third child you MUST be able to afford it...show off. Since when are any of us are able to "afford" children? Kids cost an unbelievable amount of money, we make it work and that's what MOST of us do regardless of how much money or children we have.

"Rolling the dice."

Two healthy happy kids, after that we are just playing the odds Vegas style. Is two the allotment for healthy children and the third is a crap shoot?

"Only idiots have three children on purpose!"

Yes, the hubs and I will be outnumbered. Yes, I only have two hands and the last child/billed platypus will have free rein all over Walmart. Yes, I will be insanely crazy and will complain about the chaos and laundry and cooking and cleaning and the...

Yes, I am an idiot.

I can't help feeling I still have one more amazing person to meet. To fill our house and our lives with more noise and chaos...LOVE! Changing our dynamic of a family and not having any regrets on our life together.

Going forth and multiplying

(however...not anytime soon)

creepy picture

deleted pics...couldn't stand it

the growing out of the hair

i decided to do this every 4years

anyone who knows me

knows i have never made it past my shoulders

i have no will-power against the shininess of sharp scissors

4th grade was my first short haircut

my grandma's doing with a perm to boot

never looked back

with a pixie i feel so free

hair is work...no hair is freedom

one day i will shave my head

until this day

my last attempt to grow my hair has began

(matthew...think pic look like an Conan skit -if they mated with me)

creepy

ashamed

I would NOT allow it

denounced outloud/mocked

others whom have read

Twilight

weakness...read

Loved it

no longer ashamed
My first step

admitting that one cannot control

one's addiction or compulsion

(whisper....twilight forever)

no regrets

skills

my skills

are improving

must be the new machine

sick

i am so sick

my teeth hurt

pressure in my head

pop

on the bright side

being sick

extra reading

i finished the third

happiness

sew happy

i am

sew happy

smooth and silky

lovely

recycle

Old school

Pearl Jam

recycle

chuck

"aggressive chuck"

he bites

sign noted

6 more weeks of winter...

now we have two

aggressive biters